Time To Say Goodbye
Saturday, January 27th, 2007we are inches away but feels like miles apart.
dont know why … my feelin staring to frozen.
feelin exhausted, feelin tired, feelin cold.
i’m fallin fallin that i couldn’t stand up.
i’m fallen, i stumbled and i couldn’t stand up.
if this could be brought up, then why should be end up.
i let my seft lost in to a 10,000 hectare forest,
i thought we could find our way out together.
but i was wrong… i was lost in the woods by my self.
but what did i do?? i do nothing. stupid, foolish, and helpless.
there are thousands of people livin in this world,
why i am be the lucky few who experience this?
i thought love is the strongest power in the world, but i was wrong.
i thought that if our love strong enough we could break through everthing.
or am i the only person who’s doin it?
but i was … i’m lost in the world by my self.
Now i know that GOD is the strongest person.
He meets everyone everday at everyplace in the world.
He plans coulples to fallin, and grow old together.
thanks to You i experience this. i never regret it.
it was all that i wanted. but i lost it somehow….
i’ve tried my best to make you see, there hope beyond the pain….
and i have to start believing:
Dont love a Girl cause she’s beutiful.
Yet she’s beautiful cause you love her some much.
The more you love her, the more she’ll become ONE.
[Jimmy Octavious]
but im trying to practice,
practice as good as i could,
practice as fast as i could,
eventhough i failed the practice,
life goes on and i cant stop it:
Practice (Lian xi) - Andy Lau
If only one more second remained
It would lessen tomorrow’s pain of missing you
I’d be willing to let go of everything
In exchange for the existance of any little bit of possibliity
Only a cup of dripping sand is left of happiness
Eyes wide open, watching each act* of sweetness
I’ll never have that original commonplace possession again
Until now, it seemed like an helpless extravagant demand
I’ve already begun to practice, begun to slowly worry
Worry that this world doesn’t have you
I’ve already told my tears not to cry any longer
But how should a love that is ending continue?
I practice daily, becoming familiar daily
With this city that doesn’t have you
Trying to delete everything in this "two person world"
All the beauty and memories we once mutually possessed
Love is a 10,000 hectare forest
But you and I have lost our way
Didn’t we agree to force our way out together?
How can I be the only one left to return, to return?